Really. I’m losing steam here. I’ve got a full-time unpaid job, two demanding freelance gigs, and I have suddenly made a commitment to personal fitness so as to avoid looking like a wet pile of laundry when I am old. This week I have boxed, done weight training, swam, and biked. I’ve been working at getting in shape and trying to suppress frustrations with the slowness of it all – all while trying to turn my concentration on to the other work – freelance and unpaid job – that I have to do. I could be doing worse, but I could be doing far better at all of the things that I am working towards. I’ve been feeling terribly distracted lately and am having urges to go on adventures. I don’t want to be stuck behind my desk. I don’t want to do any work.
I know. This post is far too whiny for a Friday. I will keep my chin up. I will post more often and more constructively. I will get back to my freelance work and stop my bitching since, frankly, life could be far, far worse.
I will go to the pool later and lose myself in salinated chlorine and sunshine.
